Love.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and opens your heart and means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you. And this this one stupid person, no different than any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did someting dumb one day... like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. So simple a phrase like... "maybe we should just be friends" turns into a glass splinter working its way into  your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination, not just in the mind... It's a soul hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

Dave Matthews set lists

I have been to two Dave Matthews shows in the past two months. One in Atlanta and I got home tonight from one in Dallas. So much fun.

These are the amazing setlists from the shows...

Dallas Sept 11 2010

Last Stop *
Shake Me Like a Monkey
Granny
Why I Am *
#41 *
Big Eyed Fish *
Seven *
Cant Stop *
Spaceman *
Corn Bread *
Write A Song *
Lie In Our Graves *
Baby Blue +
You and Me *~
Everyday *
Jimi Thing *
Some Devil
Ants Marching
 
 
Atlanta July 27th 2010
 
Minarets *
Granny
Say Goodbye *
Seven *
Shake Me Like a Monkey *
Lying In the Hands of God *
Digging a Ditch *
Lie In Our Graves *
Crush *
Squirm *
Corn Bread *+
Baby Blue ~
Funny The Way It Is *
Don’t Drink the Water *
You and Me *
Two Step *


Some Devil Ä
Ants Marching *

 
 
See ya in two weeks Windespread Panic ...

i hate you.

Confess, your kiss still knocks me off my legs.
The first time I saw you was like a punch right through my chest
and I will forever, because you'll forever be
my one true broken heart, pieces inside of me, and you'll forever
my baby be...

dave matthews love

Stolen away on 55th and 3rd

Break Free

Stay or Leave

Angel

Grace is Gone

Big Eyed Fish

Spaceman

Some Devil

Marisa Miller is the hottest bitch alive.

MY IDOL:

procrastination

pics

pictures

late at night

Even though it's still been awhile


I still wave and u still smile

But u know what i go through

Cause u always get to be with u

New Year New Beginnings...

okay now to the point...

I need to vent about a certain little issue that is REALLY bothering me...

What is the deal with New Year's Resolutions? I HATE them. Since every college girl's natural resolution is to lose weight or stay in shape, I can't get on any equipment at the gym because it has been so packed! I have never seen these girls in the gym before and now they decide to come make it inconvenient for the rest of us who have been working out there for months? ahhhhhhh! and I guess everyone also has a resolution to not skip any classes this semester because it is impossible to find a parking space and get to class on time! I almost drop kicked a guy over a spot the other morning which FYI is not a good start to your day. Fortunately no one really ever sticks to their New Years Resolutions which means that everything will be back to normal by the end of the month. :)


Things I learned in 2009:

• Auburn will never have enough parking for students.
• Blue powerade is a necessity after a long night out drinking.
• No amount of "advice giving" will prevent a person from making bad decisions or repeating your miatakes. You have to learn on your own no matter how much pain it brings you.
• Dave Matthews will never get old.
• Confidence is sexy. No matter who you are or what you look like.
• Old habits die hard...
• If you aren't happy with yourself, no one else will be happy with you either.
• Having your heart broken isn't as bad as it sounds... it is way worse.
• It is impossible to find love while you are in college.
• Free People and French Connection will fill my closet for a long time.
• The cure for a bad/stressful day is still, and will always be, a pedicure.
• Being there just to listen to a friend's problems is more helpful than trying to give them advice. Silence is golden.
• Your girlfriends are always there for you, no matter if you think you are all alone in the world.
• If you think you are having major problems in your life look around... everyone around you is dealing with problems in their own lives that are just important.
• No pair of heels is comfortable... but beauty is pain.
• The tanning bed will age your face... and you will get mistaken for a cougar at the bar when in fact you are only 20... ;)
• Family is everything.
• People don't change unless they want to themselves. No matter how bad you try to make it happen.
• Tattoos are not something you should get on a whim with your girlfriends!!!!!!
• You grow distant from childhood friends... it is just a part of life as you grow older and go in seperate directions.
• DUIs are expensive.
• Things happen for mysterious reasons... and when  you think your life is coming to an end and you have hit rock bottom... the only way to go is up. Everything gets better in time.
• Price doesn't matter when it comes to your wardrobe.
• Going out to eat makes you waste money that you could be spending on your appearance or social outings.
• eating out= getting fat and not eating=having more money for clothes and looking better in them :)
• Every woman should love perfume. It's a necessity.
• I can relate everything in my life to lyrics in a song.
• Adderall is the best creation known to man.
• Grey Goose is the best alcohol to drink.
• Veggies to go is by far the best hangover food in Auburn... and Whispering Oaks is the best sunday lunch. ahh soul food.
• I will NEVER be a good driver.
• Some things fall apart so that other things can come together.
• Desperate Housewives is the best show on TV
• All girls should own lingerie. Even if no one else ever sees it... just to make yourself feel sexy.

New Years Eve in Atlanta

My 21st Birthday in Atlanta

yes... an interesting night it was...