late at night

Even though it's still been awhile


I still wave and u still smile

But u know what i go through

Cause u always get to be with u

New Year New Beginnings...

okay now to the point...

I need to vent about a certain little issue that is REALLY bothering me...

What is the deal with New Year's Resolutions? I HATE them. Since every college girl's natural resolution is to lose weight or stay in shape, I can't get on any equipment at the gym because it has been so packed! I have never seen these girls in the gym before and now they decide to come make it inconvenient for the rest of us who have been working out there for months? ahhhhhhh! and I guess everyone also has a resolution to not skip any classes this semester because it is impossible to find a parking space and get to class on time! I almost drop kicked a guy over a spot the other morning which FYI is not a good start to your day. Fortunately no one really ever sticks to their New Years Resolutions which means that everything will be back to normal by the end of the month. :)


Things I learned in 2009:

• Auburn will never have enough parking for students.
• Blue powerade is a necessity after a long night out drinking.
• No amount of "advice giving" will prevent a person from making bad decisions or repeating your miatakes. You have to learn on your own no matter how much pain it brings you.
• Dave Matthews will never get old.
• Confidence is sexy. No matter who you are or what you look like.
• Old habits die hard...
• If you aren't happy with yourself, no one else will be happy with you either.
• Having your heart broken isn't as bad as it sounds... it is way worse.
• It is impossible to find love while you are in college.
• Free People and French Connection will fill my closet for a long time.
• The cure for a bad/stressful day is still, and will always be, a pedicure.
• Being there just to listen to a friend's problems is more helpful than trying to give them advice. Silence is golden.
• Your girlfriends are always there for you, no matter if you think you are all alone in the world.
• If you think you are having major problems in your life look around... everyone around you is dealing with problems in their own lives that are just important.
• No pair of heels is comfortable... but beauty is pain.
• The tanning bed will age your face... and you will get mistaken for a cougar at the bar when in fact you are only 20... ;)
• Family is everything.
• People don't change unless they want to themselves. No matter how bad you try to make it happen.
• Tattoos are not something you should get on a whim with your girlfriends!!!!!!
• You grow distant from childhood friends... it is just a part of life as you grow older and go in seperate directions.
• DUIs are expensive.
• Things happen for mysterious reasons... and when  you think your life is coming to an end and you have hit rock bottom... the only way to go is up. Everything gets better in time.
• Price doesn't matter when it comes to your wardrobe.
• Going out to eat makes you waste money that you could be spending on your appearance or social outings.
• eating out= getting fat and not eating=having more money for clothes and looking better in them :)
• Every woman should love perfume. It's a necessity.
• I can relate everything in my life to lyrics in a song.
• Adderall is the best creation known to man.
• Grey Goose is the best alcohol to drink.
• Veggies to go is by far the best hangover food in Auburn... and Whispering Oaks is the best sunday lunch. ahh soul food.
• I will NEVER be a good driver.
• Some things fall apart so that other things can come together.
• Desperate Housewives is the best show on TV
• All girls should own lingerie. Even if no one else ever sees it... just to make yourself feel sexy.

New Years Eve in Atlanta

My 21st Birthday in Atlanta

yes... an interesting night it was...

Finally being strong.

Almost Lover lyrics




Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind

Images



You sang me Spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes

Clever trick



I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me



Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do



We walked along a crowded street

You took my hand and danced with me

Images



And when you left you kissed my lips

You told me you would never let forget these images, no



I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me



Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do



I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy

To walk right in and out of my life?



Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do